some time ago I had a past that is very difficult to forget .. very very difficult .. until I think I'll never fall in love more than with him .. I love him so much .. but because there is a substantial problem, which makes him go away from me .. at that moment I really feel upset .. I fell into the abyss so deep .. have not felt the spirit of life again ..
but,,
all the adversity that I experienced disappeared immediately after I met someone who I thought was perfect ..
yes, I fell in love again! and it's with someone new I meet .. I do not know why I fell in love with this man .. perhaps only because his face was so handsome, it's also because of toughness and perseverance to achieve something I want to accomplish..
but,,
when I feel life is back in color .. a major barrier to come and make my heart has become sick again ..
reality which is so bitter! turns out .. my best friend also loved the man who I love too! O god .. what should I do? I love him, but I'm also very fond of my friend!god .. why it is very heartbreaking story of my love? I can just switch to another heart and feel again how beautiful love but it alL back to be the dark and made me fall back again! I'm very confused .. if I had to let people I love happy with someone else? or I have to get people who I love and make my friend get hurt? I could not have done!
I finally chose to give in and let the person I love will be the lover my best friend, I should be able to let go! I know, my heart would be very ill to face .. but, I have to suffer. because my friend is everything to me!
support me guys! the spirit of you is I need :)
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